sleep

If you were/are lucky enough to have a baby that sleeps through the night, thank your lucky stars and don't take it for granted. Unfortunately, I am not one of those lucky ones. Brecken is turning 6 months old on Sunday (already! Yikes, where does the time go?!) and has slept through the night 2 times in his whole life. And before I get any emails saying that I just need to let him cry and he'll learn to put himself to sleep, I am not a believer in the "cry it out" method. Babies cry for a reason and I will not let him lay there and cry himself until the point of utter exhaustion. I know that he is not just crying so that I will come in and play with him. If he was doing that, he'd open his eyes, see me, and smile. He does not do that. He cries until he is fed. And it's not out of habit because sometimes he'll go 5 hours, and sometimes he'll go 2. He's just HUNGRY. I thought I might be running low on milk- so we gave him bottles for a few nights to see if he'd eat more and sleep longer. Nope, not the case. He just needs to eat. And frankly, I'm a bit tired of people assuming he's sleeping through the night and then telling me, "Oh, well my baby was sleeping 10 hours a night at 3 weeks, so I wonder what is wrong with yours." NOTHING IS WRONG WITH HIM. He will sleep through the night when he's ready to. I think I'm doing pretty good for not having slept through the night myself since last April. (that's when my bladder shrunk to the size of a dime.) It's OK- 25 years down the line when my kids are all gone, I'll be missing them and missing the time we spent together in the middle of the night. That's what I keep telling myself at 2:00 a.m. when I'm dead tired and my boy is starving. :)

Josh went to Denver for the weekend for a coaching clinic. B and I had a nice relaxing weekend- didn't change out of our jammies until noon, played, practiced rolling over, just hung out. I was glad to have Josh back last night though. He goes to a science camp in April, for a whole week. That will be interesting.

I just checked the temperature outside and it says 50 degrees! YAY!! I've been waiting and waiting for some warm weather.