something old, something new...

Happy 5th Anniversary to my wonderful husband!

the "special" day

That's what Dylan called it, anyway. Today was B's last day at daycare, as school was out for me today. I won't lie- I cried when I picked him up. Amy cried when Josh dropped him off for the last time this morning. In Amy, we found an INCREDIBLE lady to hang out with my son this school year and we are beyond blessed to have her. Amy is fabulous and I cannot say enough good things about her. She has taught my son more things than I ever imagined he could learn this year. He now has a "bes' friend", her son Dylan, who can hardly stand to have Brecken away from his house over a weekend, let alone this whole upcoming summer. We'll have to make plenty of playdates with Amy and Dylan, so the two boys can continue to be "bes' friends".

If you know my son at all, he isn't fond of people. If it's not his mom or dad, he doesn't want you holding him. Or talking to him. He's getting better, but that's his personality. However, he will sit on Amy's lap and tell her, "No, I love YOU more." That's a huge thing!!

Here is what Amy and Dylan made for Brecken last night, as a "going away until August" gift. I LOVE them. Dylan has the same "best buds" one to hang on his wall in his room. :)

cousins

The five Sandlian cousins were finally together for the first time this weekend. We ALMOST didn't get this picture. We had four children sitting on the ground nicely, waiting patiently. One child was running away in a screaming tantrum saying he will NOT have his picture taken. The child screaming was mine. Of course. :) I finally bribed him with a popsicle, and it worked. Now Grandma can have a picture of her five grandbabies.

mini-me

On Fridays while I am at work, Brecken gets to have a daddy day with Josh. They have been going golfing after pre-school and B's nap and B has had a BLAST doing that. He talks about it for HOURS afterwards. After this Friday's golf excursion, we had to call Papa in Gillette to place an order for new clubs- we're afraid these little plastic ones aren't going to last much longer hitting hard golf balls down the fairway. While not at the golf course, Brecken practices in the yard. And practices. And practices some more. And if he doesn't have a tee, he will search until he finds one. We have a little mini-Josh on our hands.

signs of spring

finally.

NICU reunion!

We get to go to a Children's Hospital NICU reunion! We got the invite a couple weeks ago and then another one today with more information. It's for "graduates" of the NICU from 2003-2006. I'm totally excited. I've wanted to see the new Children's Hospital since it's been open but never thought I should just go there and say, "Hi, can I tour your hospital?" :) But now we get the chance. And hopefully we'll get to see some of our nurses that we really liked. (Though since I only remember one of their names, I sure don't expect them to remember us at all!!) It's June 7th, the day we were going to Denver anyway to catch a plane early the next morning, so it worked PERFECTLY! We even get to send in a picture of B from the NICU and a current one too, for a slideshow they are putting together.

Whoo-hoo! A NICU reunion! (And yes, you can call me a dork for being so excited. :) )

mother's day

What a great day! It started with Brecken sleeping in! Hooray! Then he and Daddy brought me to breakfast. After we got back, Josh mowed the lawn and B and I took a walk to the greenhouse. We picked out some flowers and strawberries. When we got home, we planted the strawberries. Brecken is so excited to grow them and is a bit impatient- I think he thought the plants would have strawberries on them already. He walked through the greenhouse saying, "HEY! Someone ate all the strawberries!!" :) He is loving it though- he insisted on going outside tonight before bed so he could check on them.

After we planted, we were able to chill out on the deck. It was wonderful. It was so warm that even I had shorts on! After lunch, B and I took a nap while Josh watched golf. After we woke up, we got to go swimming! It was nice and warm in the pool today! Then we came home and got ready for popcorn night.

Never mind the colors of his shoes- nor the fact that they are both left feet. That's how he has been insisting on wearing them lately.

It was a fabulous day! Happy Mother's Day to all you out there. And hugs to all my friends from the infertility board (and all others) that struggle to have children. You are in my thoughts today!

sign of the times

Brecken was in the car with me after I picked him up. He had my phone and was pushing buttons. When we stopped, he handed me the phone and said, "Here Mommy. I texted Daddy."

Yup, he's growing up a lot differently than I did. :)

b

More on the other blog!

a list

I've had every intention of posting stuff in the past few days but haven't gotten around to it. Here's a few things that have been going on and I'll get back to post a "real" post later.

1. Sunday, we woke up to SNOW, so we didn't go see Bryell. :( We really wanted to, but figured the interstate would close so we couldn't get home, and we both needed to be at work on Monday. We'll try again this weekend.

2. Prom was Saturday night and it was a blast! Brecken could only stay awake until 9:30 so that's when he and I came home, but while he was there he had the time of his life.

3. I was selected for a jury yesterday. Spent a long day in Rawlins and go back today- and probably tomorrow, and hopefully not on Friday!

4. Brecken woke up at 2 am yesterday with a barking cough. Woke up at 6 am with a 102.7 fever. AGAIN. Josh stayed home with him yeseterday and then took him to the Laramie clinic yesterday around noon. Diagnosis? THE CROUP. The poor kid can't catch a break. Got a dose of steroids yesterday and has another one today. Poor baby.

5. Don't want to be late for jury duty, so I'll be back for a "real" post later!

said to me this morning...

(by Brecken of course.)

"I need to brush my teeth. My teeth all dirty. I feed the dogs, that why my teeth all dirty".

B: Mommy, what's this guy's name? (question of the month)
Mommy: I don't know, buddy- what should we name him?
B: (squinting and looking at him closely) ummm.... SANTA CLAUS!!
Mommy: Perfect! Looks like a Santa Claus to me!

in love

Brecken is in love with his new baby cousin and he hasn't even met her yet. Yesterday morning before school is when I found out Beth was in the hospital. Josh was in the shower while I talked to her, but Brecken was up so I told him. Josh came upstairs and B exclaimed, "Daddy! I have a new baby sister today!!" :) He also said, "She has a polka dot shirt." Last week while in Laramie, we found some little tiny dresses, and he picked out one for Bryell that had polka dots all over it. He remembered, a week later, that he was going to give it to her!

Just this afternoon, I was showing B a picture of Bryell. He knew exactly who it was. You should hear him say her whole name... "By-ell ewwabab0-beth." It's dang cute. Anyway, this afternoon after seeing the picture, he said, "I need to go see my baby cousin." I told him we would go on Sunday. He furrowed his forehead and exclaimed, very sternly, "No WANT to Sunday! Go 'morrow!!"

I think we need a new baby doll for him to play with- he has two right now and their names (given to them by Brecken himself) are Baby Hailey and Baby Brooke. Now we need one for him to name Baby Bryell!!

bryell

I want to welcome into the world my new neice, Bryell Elizabeth! She was born at 10:54 a.m. this morning weighing in at 6 pounds and was 19 1/2 inches long. She's a beauty!! I have another beautiful neice to add to my collection of beautiful neices and nephews!!

Welcome to the world, Bryell!! We can't wait to meet you!

the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day

OK, it wasn't actually that terrible. :) Could've been lots worse, that's for sure! We made it though the night fine- his fever broke and he slept peacefully. I had him in bed with us, just in case it spiked suddenly again, so I could feel it. But we made it through the night, waking up every two hours to give the next round of medicine. It was weird- the alarm never went off, I always woke up exactly two minutes before it was supposed to. Mommy-intuition is a powerful thing sometimes!

We got up early this morning and left for Laramie at 7:00. The clinic opens at 8:30 so as we pulled into town, we called right away to get the first appointment available. It wasn't until 10:30, with a FABULOUS nurse practitioner who after today I will DEFINITELY see again. So we went to Wal-mart and got a birthday present for Amy's son for his birthday party on Tuesday. Brecken really, really, really wanted to keep what we bought Dylan (a set of little water guns), so I promised if he did a good job at the doctor, we'd come back and get him some. ALL HE TALKED ABOUT for the next three hours was "I need water guns to shoot Mommy with water!!!" :) Then we went to breakfast at Perkins- haven't gotten to do that in a long time so that was fun.

Unfortunately, before our appointment, Josh had to leave us. He is in Laramie today and tomorrow for a coach's clinic with UW. So he didn't get to have "fun" with us at the doctor's office.

We got an exam room with a little electronic keyboard in it! Brecken had so much fun playing it. Until the nurse came in and had to take his temperature and stuff. He now dislikes that nurse. Then the NP, Paula, came in. She was so fabulous! She let Brecken look in her ears first, to see if there were monkeys in there. Then she looked in his ears and he screamed. And no wonder. The right ear is totally infected, and the other one is a little bit. Then she grabbed a quick peek in his throat and said how disgusting that looked, too. So she ordered a strep test. She also ordered an influenza test because he was telling me the other night his legs hurt bad. She left, and the nurse came in with a popcicle and some swabs. Swabbed the boogers in his nose for influenza and swabbed his throat. That was the "fun" part I was talking about. I'm glad the little guy only weighs 23 pounds because it was hard enough to hold him down while they did that! He cried and cried and cried. But then enjoyed the popcicle while we waited for the results. :) Both were NEGATIVE, thank goodness! So we left with a double ear infection and a throat infection. Fabulous.

So, we went back to Wal-mart to get his antibiotic filled and he got to pick out his water guns finally. He was in 7th heaven, I think. :) Then we got lunch to go, and he ate a great lunch and then slept the rest of the way home. He's feeling pretty good this evening- we blew bubbles and played and watched some cartoons. He even took a bath so he could play with his water guns- I wouldn't let him go outside to do it because it is snowing once again. So the bath was a good substitute. :)

Yay for feeling better!

i'm not cut out for illnesses

I'm not cut out to have a sick child. It scares me to death. I always assume the worst. That's terrible, I know, but I can't help it. I know I should stay calm because I'm the mommy, but it's so hard. Even tonight, while talking to the pediatrician on the phone, I was shaking so bad and had to try hard to not cry on the phone.

Brecken woke up in an absolute panic about 10:30 last night. We could not get him to calm down. I had a feeling he was getting sick AGAIN, because this weekend he was rapid belly breathing again. And Amy said he hadn't been himself at daycare Monday and Tuesday. I slept with him last night and every time I moved, he would panic. It was a LONG night. He woke up this morning with a 101 fever. I was right- he was getting sick. So I stayed home with him today, and after mid morning, he perked up a bit. His fever stuck around and would creep back up as the medicine wore off, but he was in a better mood.

Well, after an OK day, we almost went to the ER again tonight. Brecken's temp was 101 at 7:45 and even after Tylenol and ibuprofen, it kept climbing. I called the pediatrician on call in Laramie (Kristen told me to) and it was Dr. DeHart, the doctor who was at B's delivery. While on the phone to her it got to 104.7. His rapid breathing was back again tonight too. He had told me his ear hurt, and I told Dr. DeHart that, and she's pretty sure he has an ear infection. But she said the rapid breathing concerned her, given his full history of breathing problems. She said to watch the fever and if it didn't go down, and if his breathing stayed rapid, we needed to get him to the ER. She said if I couldn't convince myself that he was OK, we should bring him to the ER. And if we don't go to the ER tonight, she definitely wants him brought in to the clinic tomorrow. So, a sub again tomorrow... Josh has a coach's clinic in Laramie, so we'll go over together and then leave Josh there with the other coaches. We have bags packed for a trip in the middle of the night though, just in case. But the fever has come down some.

I'm quite tired of illnesses. I feel totally guilty of him being born premature, because I'm very convinced his immune system is so low because of that. I know it wasn't my fault, I didn't make my body go into labor, but I still feel guilty. And I'm QUITE glad I don't have two kids. I couldn't deal well with having Brecken so sick all the time and having another baby, too!!!

So. Until the next update...

new blog

I'm very excited that I have had the opportunity lately to photograph a lot more people. I want to be able to share some of the photos I've taken, but I don't want to really have them on THIS blog because when I print this blog off in book format for Brecken when he's older, I don't want a lot of random people's photos in his book. :) Because of that, I've created a new blog just for the photos I've taken for people. Feel free to drop by!

hailey

Another beautiful neice...

nuggets

Josh won tickets in an auction that was a fundraiser for his football team to put lights on their field, so he and Jeffrey headed to Denver this afternoon to watch the Nuggets play the Sacramento Kings. THIS is where they sat- holy moly, what great seats! And a trip to the concession stand is worth it, because you burn a million calories climbing the stairs to get there. :)

uno, dos..

So Josh and I were totally amazed yesterday when Brecken had three balls, and while throwing each one said, "cuatro, cinco , seis..." Yes, he counted 4, 5, 6 instead of 1, 2, 3, but where did he learn the Spanish numbers well enough to say some in order? I'm telling you, the kid is a genius. :)

getting caught up

I realized there were quite a few movies on my little camera that I haven't gotten posted! So here they are.

This one is from December! (Actually, the next few are!) This is a house in Marco Island that had it set up for you to pull up in front of the house, tune your radio in to a certain station, and the music matched the light show. I know it's a bit hard to see, but pretty cool anyway.

This next one is from Disney World. There is an AMAZING light show called the "Osbourne Family Spectacle of Lights". It's the best Christmas light display I've ever seen. It was started by this dad that wanted to give his little girl all the lights he could at Christmastime, and then the neighbors started complaining about the light and traffic. (It was set up a bit like the one in Marco Island from the previous video.) He had to take the display down. Disney caught wind of it and brought it to Disney World. AMAZING to see. If you ever have the chance to see it, DO IT!

Here's a quick 360 degree view of the one section of street I was standing in at the time:

Brecken reading books with his Papa:

another beauty

I got to shoot another beauty yesterday. I'm 3 for 3 on good looking seniors! It was SOOO cold and SOOO windy so we didn't get to do everything we wanted to, but we got some good ones, none-the-less. Here's just a few of my favorites. I LOVED the color ones, because with such a dreary, dead-looking day, her bright colors totally popped. I think she liked the black and white ones best though. But since it's my blog, I posted my faves. :)

This fence was one she and her brother and cousins always played on when they were kids, so she wanted some pictures with it now that she's all grown up. Click on it to make it bigger if you want:

"whoa! big movie!"

We took Brecken to his very first movie theater last night. He keeps seeing the commercials for Monsters vs. Aliens and saying, "That's my favorite one!" so last night we decided to give it a go. He was so excited. He got his own little bag of popcorn and a little 7-Up and he was tickled to death. We sat down and the previews came on and he kept staring at the screen and squealing, "Whoa! BIG movie!!" The 3-D glasses were a bit big, so he didn't want to keep them on, and the beginning scared him a bit. But after hiding his face in my arm, the scary part was over and he watched the rest of it. I was impressed- I was figuring we'd have to leave halfway though because he got bored of sitting still! But he did great! We didn't get back from Rawlins until almost 10:00, but he fell asleep in the car and then slept hard all night. I was hoping that would be the case, instead of him waking up afraid of monsters! :)

hiccups

This morning we were watching Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. In this particular episode, Donald had the hiccups and therefore couldn't sing in the singing contest unless they went away. They did several home remedies to get rid of them, and Brecken did everything with them. Jumped, turned around, counted to 3, and when Donald said, "My hiccups are gone!" Brecken turned to us and said,

"My hiccups are gone! They're in my bum now!"

I had tears, I was laughing so hard.

my new senior

I went out with this beauty yesterday to get some senior pictures for her. Isn't she gorgeous? And even though the wind was blowing SO. HARD., we managed to get some great ones. I had so much fun! I can't wait to go out again after this storm blows through and the wind dies down so we can venture out farther than the wall. :)

brecken's camera

One of the very first pictures he took the night he opened his camera:

The TV in our hotel room before we flew to Florda- TVs are important!:

Papa in the airport:

Grandma in the airport:

TV in front of his seat on the airplane:

The elephant in the living room of the house we stayed at in Marco Island:

We thought this Santa and flamingo-reindeer blow up was fun:

The boats in Marco Island:

The Christmas tree at Disney World:

Taking a picture of his mommy taking pictures of the middle school basketball team:

One of Daddy's games:

Daddy:

Grandma Lennie:

Papa Craig:


Regional Basketball:

Taking a picture of Papa taking a picture of Brecken:

Grandma Lou's kitchen:


Not bad for a two-year old with a Fisher-Price digital camera!

Brecken to his mommy tonight:

"I love my wife. I love my MOMMY wife."

I love that kid.

in the potty!

I asked Brecken this morning if he wanted to go sit on the big potty. He said yes, so off we went. This is a regular occurance in our house. He will sit on it for what seems like hours but nothing happens. This morning was a different story though! He went potty!! He actually missed the toilet because things were aimed different ways (it's rough to be a boy) and it went all over the stool in front of the toilet, but he DID it! For the first time ever!! I made a huge old party out of it and then he cried because his stool was wet. :)

We had a couple fever-free days, and it's back again this morning. Low fever 100.0- but still a fever. And a cough. Have I mentioned how much I can't stand this dang virus?!

oinkies

Preface: Oinkie= pig in Brecken's world.

Mommy: What does an Oinkie say?
Brecken: Little pig, little pig, let me come in!!

taco body

I do Dance Dance Revolution in my elementary music classes once or twice a month. It's a really fun way to work on steady beats, since the closer to being exactly on the beat means you get more points. I keep track of all the points and give awards to the high point winner from each class at the awards ceremony at the end of the year. The kids LOVE it.

Today was a DDR day. We did the song "Funkytown". We got to the "talk about it, talk about it, talk about it, talk about it" part. One of my 1st graders said, "Mrs. Sandlian, what is a taco body?"

I love it.

flying an airplane

On the way home from picking up Brecken from daycare today, we saw a big airplane at the airport. Brecken LOVES LOVES LOVES airplanes. He got all excited and said,

"I want to fly the airplane!"
Me: "You do? But I don't think you're big enough yet."
Brecken: "I'll bring my car seat!"

What a smart child to figure that out. :)

Brecken got sent home from daycare yesterday with a 103 fever. I'm so sick and tired of this virus he has. By the time I got home, his eyes were completely red and streaming water out them, and his nose was super runny too. He was totally and completely miserable. He had a fever at 1:00 this morning when he woke up, but then when he woke up at 6:45, the fever was gone! He made it through the whole day at Amy's house today. His eyes right now are a tiny bit watery, but NOTHING like yesterday. Hooray! I still hate this virus and I hope it turns to Spring soon so it will go away.

state basketball

Josh and I took Thursday and Friday off to enjoy one last weekend of basketball. Our first stop was in Casper to watch the Encampment boys and Saratoga boys play back to back games in the first round of State Basketball. Good games, but both teams came out on the losing end. Saratoga did go on to win 5th place though.

After the games, we went up to Worland so we could watch my cousin Cody play in the 3A West Regional Tournament. Josh's brother Jeffrey was also up there with his girls team from Lyman. We had a good time- my grandma lives there so we stayed with her, and my mom and dad came over too. Again, both of our teams came up on the losing end. :( Neither one made it to State, so we'll get to enjoy a weekend home this coming weekend. That will be nice! Brecken will be sad though- the boys lives for basketball and popcorn these days.

macey

For the first time ever tonight, we had a high schooler over to babysit Brecken for us. We've never had to do that before because 1) there is not a lot of places to go here in Saratoga, and 2) we've always had adult friends invite Brecken to their house when we go out on the very rare occasion. But tonight, two couple friends of ours invited us out to the Saratoga Resort to watch the Cowboys play on TV. So we asked one of Josh's players, Macey, to come babysit. She and her boyfriend had come over to watch the Superbowl at our house for a little while and B fell in love with Macey. He cuddled right up to her and brought her book after book to read. For him, that's strange. Great, but strange- he's NOT a stranger lover! She was awesome with him. And so was her boyfriend- I wouldn't mind both of them coming over to babysit, but Hayden left tonight for Casper for state basketball, as he is one of the stars on the team.

Anyway, Brecken was so excited to have Macey come play with him. She had barely gotten in the door when he grabbed her hand and dragged her downstairs where all his toys are. Josh and I were left in the dust looking like a couple of rejects. :) We went downstairs to tell her the pizza was on the counter and where to find our phone numbers and found Brecken taking anything he could find and saying, "Look at this, Macey!" It was quite hilarious. So we took the opportunity to sneak out.

When we got home a couple hours later, he was still playing hard! Macey told us the great news- he never cried! We had expected him to freak when he realized we were gone, since this was the first time anyone's ever come to babysit him! But I guess they went upstairs to eat dinner and he said, "Where my mommy and daddy went?" and she told him we'd be back and he said OK and continued eating. YAY!!! I'm so glad. And when Macey got her shoes on so Josh could take her home, Brecken cried and said, "Macey no go home! No go home!!" I'm super glad he liked her. I told Josh we'll have to go out again next week. :)

The best part? She's a freshman. Three more years of fabulous babysitting! :)

"get the bike from the garbage."

It was SOOO nice outside today! It was the first day in months we've been able to go outside to play without being blown away or freezing to death. So, out we went. We only needed sweatshirts, even- that's how nice it was. On our way out, Brecken told me "Get the bike from the garbage." Garbage and Garage are easy words to get mixed up. :)

So, the boy with his bike was able to ride again.